Assalamualaikum..meet my Adelia Irdina binti Ahmad Ikram =)

Salam ladies/ readers,

dah berbulan rasanya tak berblog.. biasa la towards to the end of pregnancy macam macam rasa i.e fatigue, gatal gatal, kaki bengkak, tido tak selesa.. hehe

well this entry might be a bit panjang..it's about chronology of my daughter's birth.
my EDD sepatutnya Oct 4, 2012 (lusa la tu) but our lil Adel dah keluar on Sept 8, 2012..kiranya dekat sebulan jugak awal. sebelum tu congrats to Harz for her newborn baby girl. delivered last week kan?

since my EDD on Oct 4, saya plan untuk balik ke Kelantan pada Sept 15 untuk berehat dan meniti hari untuk melahirkan baby saya ini kat KPJ Perdana Specialist.. eceh..ayat. haha..tapi kan, ramai la saudara mara / colleague kata perut saya dah turun sangat masa raya hari tu. kaki dah start bengkak.. Tapi saya rasa memang perut saya ke bawah dari awal awal pregnancy pun..hummpph..

  2nd day of raya (33w)

so minggu Merdeka Day (35w 3d), planned for family gath dekat Penang. masa tu perut dah rasa berat

perut sangat ke bawah kan. hihi..

Sept 7, 2012 (Friday)- 36w 2d

Kerja macam biasa..lalala..

9pm- dinner and discuss nak pegi Tesco and  Jusco besok nk beli barang2 keperluan rumah.. plus nak makan macam2.ada sminggu lagi nak balik Kelantan kan.haha..suppose besok monthly check up and nak ambil MC dengan gynae ..lepas tu relax kejap then tido..

3am Sept 8, 2012- bangun nak pegi pee pee macam biasa la..memang akan bangun sekali dalam 1 malam..tengah syok pee pee, keluar skali dengan darah la pulak. ok cuak! duduk atas katil relax sekejap, keluar lagi darah+air.. perut start mengeras skali dengan rasa period cramp..humm dah nak beranak la kot. kejutkan husband..dia kata relax dulu (lps tu sambung tido..ish.ish). then the surges lagi intense, sempat lagi google contraction timer..masa tu surge came within 6-7minutes. 

4.30am- surge within 5min. according contraction timer tu, dah boleh pegi hosp. kejutkan husband lagi sekali siap tunjuk blood stain dekat katil..tekejut dia! hehe..lepas tu pack my bag semua (my bag tak siap packing lagi ler sebab plan nak balik nextweek kan..haha)

5.45am- sampai kat Pantai Hospital. nurse bawak wheelchair tapi saya kata saya blh jalan lagi. hahaa..nurse terus bawak ke LR, salin baju. and 1st time kena VE dengan nurse..ummpphh bearable! mujur la sempat buat perineal massage for 2-3weeks dah. that time dah 5cm. okai tunggu husband pegi register etc and tunggu my gynae datang. then nurse masukkan liquid enema..emm within 3-4minutes dah rasa nak pegi toilet..dah la nak layan surges lagi. 

while waiting for the doctor, called mama and text my sis. lepas tu baca doa nabi Yunus and zikir2..i was free to move. when the surge come, nak baring sangat tak selesa so saya duduk jer atas kerusi/ lean against the wall.. padahal kemain lagi beli birth ball la..tertinggal kat rumah ..ask husband to ambik but nurse tak bagi sebab doctor anytime akan sampai..so apply la breathing technique yang selalu practice kat toilet tu..haha

6.15am- doctor sampai. VE again! 6cm. doctor expect deliver around 9am and ambik my blood sample for the baby's cord blood bank and she left, nurse came and letak emergency button (in case nak panggil diorang).alhamdulillah i was not being dripped and baby's progress pun nurse pakai doppler jer. tinggal la me and husband..since belum makan apa2 lagi, ask husband for hot milo and bread..itu jer yang boleh telan sebab surges makin intense.

doctor pesan if rasa nak terberak/ nak teran sangat2, just press the button..

9.00am- panggil nurse sebab sakit sangat. VE again! dah 8cm. they suggest untuk inject drug..untuk bagi high sikit..but sakit still rasa la..emm.sebab sakit sangat, ambik je lah. tapi sakit jugak cuma rasa high..

9.15am- rasa macam nak terberak dah ni..panggil nurse lagi skali, doctor pun datang sama..ok fully dilated. baru la nurse attach EFM to monitor baby's heartbeat. and its time to push! as per my reading, to push when the surges come..doctor and nurses pun cakap macam tu juga. but then when the surges come, the first push ok lagi, 2nd and 3rd push takde energy..aiseyy.. about 1hour plus jugak drama push nih..sampai terberak. oopss..hahaha..but between push tu sangat la dahaga..alhamdulillah boleh minum air..tak sure kat hospital lain boleh minum ke tak dalam condition macam ni.

10.40am- rasa high giler weh! ni drug punya pasal la ni..menyesal pun ada.. but i dont know where i got the energy..finally, boleh push 3 kali dengan sepenuh hati. ewah! alhamdulillah..keluar la baby girl saya, berat-2.4kg, length-0.5m. masa tu saya rasa dah 50-50 dah..
tapi sempat lagi tanya doctor how many stitches..and pesan to nurse that i want to bf my baby and room in skali dengan mama nyer so senang nak menyusu..
husband sempat ambik video. tapi dia ambik video muka saya yang tengah sakit nak meneran..ish..bukan amik video baby nak keluar..hummpphh...

assalamualaikum everyone!

onomnomnomnom..

3pm- 5pm- all my family members sampai ..weee!! everybody excited with their new niece..hehe

Sept 9, 2012- alhamdulillah dah boleh discharge since me and Adel tak ada masalah..

Sept 10, 2012- balik Kelantan for my confinement period..huuu...seksa..

To my husband: thanks for being with me all the time.. i love you forever till Jannah!!

ok lah..dari pagi tadi buat entry ni..Adel nak susu la..sambung taip balik..lepas tu dia nak susu lagi..sambung taip balik..lepas tu pump..sambung taip balik..ni baru siap pukul 9.50pm. hahaa..ok till then baii!!

half baked baby

actually this coming thursday i'll be entering 22weeks..alhamdulillah me and baby sihat jer so far minus the acne, constipation and kaki cepat lenguh (kalo shopping sanggup rest kejap pastu sambung balik)

Acne

yang ni memang awal2 pregnancy lagi.. tak boleh nak buat apa dah and until now dengan gembiranya dia naik kt tempat sama jer..parut tak sempat hilang, naik lagi and so on.. so no pregnancy glow for me.. :( ..mesti baby amik kecomelan mamanya. amiiinnnnnn....

Constipation

kena makan fruits everyday tak boleh miss. yang paling mujarab so far, makan prune sunsweet and buah limau sunkist. lepas poo2 memang sangat legaaaa..hahahaha..

Kaki lenguh

tak boleh jalan lama2, and tak boleh duduk lama2..sakit bontot pun ada.

This weekend ada baby expo dekat PWTC kan? harap2 tak rambang mata macam dekat expo midvalley hari tu..yang hari tu tak beli banyak pun sebab konon nak survey2 dulu tapi masuk second round dah penat, last2 beli jer benda2 yang general i.e sterilizer, warmer, feeding bottle, drying rack, storage bottle, nail clipper, nursing bra (beli 1 size bigger..haha..main agak jer), tu je la kot?

ok cukup utk entry kali ini..ewah skema plk. c u in my next entry.. daa!!

12weeks (babymoon ke?)

when i announced my pregnancy to mama somewhere in Feb (masa tu dlm 4-5weeks kot)..
mama terus tanya bila due etc2.. then ajak pegi family trip (err..babymoon trip blh?) before saya meletop.
the destination either HK or Singapore..
so my sister googled the best time to go to HK, ramai org kata Jan- March..sebab masa tu sejuk lagi.
last minute plan punya..
early March when i was around 11-12weeks..ke HK la kami 1 family for 1week.

Masa tu memang saya cepat letih, kurang selera yang amat (Halal food memang susah nk dapat, nak makan maggie pun ramai yang marah.hihiih) and cepat lapar.. bila dah lapar sangat, mula la nk moody. ngeheheh..and saya memang selalu kepenatan. sobss..

after few days kat sana, me and hubs discovered ada 1 Halal restaurant yg boleh buat delivery ke hotel..alhamdulillah..

banyak juga la tempat yang kami pergi..outlet, Disneyland, The Peak etc..later i'll write an entry k. (hutang entry melbourne tak settle lagi ni)

assalamualaikum..

Assalamualaikum..
lama benor tak menulis di blog..
saje nak update kot2 ada yg rindu. uhuhu..
alhamdulillah..im turning 15weeks of pregnancy tomorrow.
tho dah masuk 2nd tri, but selera masih kurang (since awal2 preggy lagi)..humm..tunggulah 3-4minggu lagi..
muntah ikut mood jer..if mkn byk, muntah ler..bgs btl baby ni mengamalkan berhenti makan seblm kenyang. alhamdulillah..
bab angin toksah cakap la..hihi..
ok lah..tunggu ada mood nanti saya update lagi..

left: 1st UPT.. (lepas tu ada 3x UPT sbb takpercaya. blh?)

right: our 8weeks jr

bread pudding

last weekend cuti panjang..semua adik beradik turun Ipoh. mama pun sama.. wuhuuu..
but.. me and husband xtau nk bawak diorg pegi mana sbb rasanya xbyk tempat yg menarik pun kt sini...sape2 dari Ipoh sila la bg idea. terima kasih.
bosan2 buat bread pudding. nak lagi sedap makan dgn vanilla sauce.
nak resipi? google aje. hahaha. bai

1st anniv

18 Nov was our anniv.

soft choc chip cookies specially baked for him. recipe here.

he bought satay Bota (which is quite famous here) for dinner. wash the dishes together..lipat kain sama2 sambil tgk tv..

so..thats it! romantic tak? =P

tak perlu fancy2.

as long as he;s there for me.

A Great Loss

when was my last entry? erm..somewhere in august kan.
bkn sengaja nk neglect my blog..sementara my husband went to greece for his site visitation..blh la sy update blog..

actually tgh2 bulan puasa i was offered to further study (full time MBA) and about to bagi 'surat cinta' dekat bos. resignation letter mmg dah siap, tunggu nk bagi jer. but a day before sy nk bg surat tu, i was informed by another boss that there's a vacancy in Ipoh and to reply her in 2,3 days later. i was confused. to further study or to transfer..pro n cons semua dh list down. discussed with husband. mmg confuse sgt2. Allahuakbar..sy rasa Allah nk bg rezeki utk kami duduk sama2..

a week before raya
semua org (including me) busy for raya preparation kan. me and sister busy planning for her daughter's bday celeb raya nanti.konon nk bake various of cakes..but..
i was shocked when receive call from mama telling that abah admitted with serious internal bleeding.
suppose balik Kelantan on Friday, mama called on Tuesday..but me, sister n bro mmg takleh nak duduk diam dah. then we decide balik on Thursday..
abah admitted at HDW in Hosp. Sultanah Zainab which org ramai mmg tak blh simply masuk and bkn mcm wad biasa.
abah dah go thru byk procedure dah time tu: colonoscopy, endoscopy, angiogram, various types of scans. byk loss blood and taktau la dah brapa belas paket darah dah masuk. and tak blh makan since admitted, badan makin weak.. :(
tapi blh chit chat lagi dgn abah..lap badan, buang janggut dia and sempat lagi bergurau. abah cakap tak sabar nk balik beraya kt umah dgn family semua..but abah getting weaker and doc suspect ada bleed lagi dkt blood vessel.

raya
a day before raya, abah kena buat 2nd time angiogram dekat USM. but this time around, doc bg morphin sbb abah dh mmg weak sgt.
kami satu family beraya kt hospital. about 3, 4 days later abah baru sedar. but hari suppose balik kl dah :( tapi me n bro decide to stay another 1 day (sampai gaduh dgn my bos, sbb sy mtk extend cuti and it was my 1st day to report in Ipoh) tp nk buat mcmana, abah sakit and abah baru sedar time tu, tak sampai hati nk tinggal kan dia. kitorg 1 family mmg happy tgk dia blh makan and minum.

a week after raya
according to my sis, lps abah sedar mmg dia mtk macam2, air soya, ice lemon tea etc. but my sis pun kena balik Penang dulu then baru blh mtk cuti lagi..
semua anak2 dia dah balik, tinggal mama jer..time ni abah mmg getting weak and weaker. doc kata yg part bleeding tu dah stop but ada infection dkt lung plk sbb kuman dah merebak sbb dia dah weak and tak blh nk fight. :(
so, he was sedated to receive mechanical ventilation Wednesday and mama called us adik beradik on that day. seriously mmg tak blh nk buat keja..
can u imagine, sy report on Tuesday, Thursday sy balik Kelantan with husband.. alhamdulillah bos dkt branch mmg faham dgn keadaan sy.
all i can do is only recite surah Yassin and bacaan2 lain sampai hari Ahad which i have to go back to Ipoh. abah mmg tak sedar dah time tu. and kitorg plan nk gilir2 jaga abah like this week, my sister dulu yg jaga, next week sy plk. mmg berat hati nk tinggalkan abah with that condition..

2 weeks after raya.
hari Ahad sy balik ke Ipoh..
Isnin kerja mcm biasa..
hari Selasa, 8am masa tu otw nak pegi kerja. my aunt called and informed abah dah tenat. Masya Allah.. terus rasa mcm tak blh nk drive. lutut dah ketar. astaghfirullahal'azim..
try to contact my husband, tak jawab. hntr sms. dia call his BIL whom is a doc. Husband;s BIL called hosp and he adviced us utk balik cpt2..
sy mmg tarus tak masuk office, tunggu husband balik which took him 1hr plus to reach home.
1jam mmg masa yg amat panjang pd ketika itu. i keep on calling mama and sis. tp dgr suara mereka pun mmg dh blh agak keadaan abah mcmana. :`(
about 10am, husband sampai umah, tak perlu nk pack sgt sbb baju balik hari tu pun blm unpack semua lagi. 10.30am dah gerak dah, husband drive xtau mcm apa dah. sy mmg tak henti istighfar.
but half an hour later, kitorg dkt2 k.kangsar, mama called and bagitau, "Jaja, mtk Ikram drive elok2 k, nanti kita jumpa kt KB. sabar byk2 n doa byk2 utk abah, abah dah takde dah.."
i keep on crying and crying sampai sakit kepala mcm nak pecah. :(
we reached at hosp around 3pm, masa tu arwah dah siap dimandikan n dikafankan. sempat la sy tgk arwah..alhamdulillah muka arwah senyum jer..
arwah disembahyangkan lps waktu asar and dikebumikan dkt tanah perkuburan dkt umah jer.
so far, kami tak pernah miss visit pusara arwah everytime kitorg balik..

kehilangan arwah mmg bg impact yg besar utk kami 1 family sbb arwah tak pernah sakit seblm ni.arwah seorg yg health conscious; daily exercise, food intake, supplement intake.. arwah sakit utk 3minggu sahaja. mmg tragik buat kami sekeluarga.

Allahuakbar. Allah Maha Besar. Allah blh tarik apa sahaja dgn sekelip mata.
hargai lah parents kamu semua sementara mereka masih ada.

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim,
Ampunkanlah dosa arwah, jauhi arwah dari seksaan kubur dan seksaan api neraka,
lapangkanlah kubur arwah, sinarilah dan hiasilah kubur arwah seperti taman2 di syurga, tempatkan arwah di kalangan org2 yg beramal soleh..

Al- fatihah..