1st anniv

18 Nov was our anniv.

soft choc chip cookies specially baked for him. recipe here.

he bought satay Bota (which is quite famous here) for dinner. wash the dishes together..lipat kain sama2 sambil tgk tv..

so..thats it! romantic tak? =P

tak perlu fancy2.

as long as he;s there for me.

A Great Loss

when was my last entry? erm..somewhere in august kan.
bkn sengaja nk neglect my blog..sementara my husband went to greece for his site visitation..blh la sy update blog..

actually tgh2 bulan puasa i was offered to further study (full time MBA) and about to bagi 'surat cinta' dekat bos. resignation letter mmg dah siap, tunggu nk bagi jer. but a day before sy nk bg surat tu, i was informed by another boss that there's a vacancy in Ipoh and to reply her in 2,3 days later. i was confused. to further study or to transfer..pro n cons semua dh list down. discussed with husband. mmg confuse sgt2. Allahuakbar..sy rasa Allah nk bg rezeki utk kami duduk sama2..

a week before raya
semua org (including me) busy for raya preparation kan. me and sister busy planning for her daughter's bday celeb raya nanti.konon nk bake various of cakes..but..
i was shocked when receive call from mama telling that abah admitted with serious internal bleeding.
suppose balik Kelantan on Friday, mama called on Tuesday..but me, sister n bro mmg takleh nak duduk diam dah. then we decide balik on Thursday..
abah admitted at HDW in Hosp. Sultanah Zainab which org ramai mmg tak blh simply masuk and bkn mcm wad biasa.
abah dah go thru byk procedure dah time tu: colonoscopy, endoscopy, angiogram, various types of scans. byk loss blood and taktau la dah brapa belas paket darah dah masuk. and tak blh makan since admitted, badan makin weak.. :(
tapi blh chit chat lagi dgn abah..lap badan, buang janggut dia and sempat lagi bergurau. abah cakap tak sabar nk balik beraya kt umah dgn family semua..but abah getting weaker and doc suspect ada bleed lagi dkt blood vessel.

raya
a day before raya, abah kena buat 2nd time angiogram dekat USM. but this time around, doc bg morphin sbb abah dh mmg weak sgt.
kami satu family beraya kt hospital. about 3, 4 days later abah baru sedar. but hari suppose balik kl dah :( tapi me n bro decide to stay another 1 day (sampai gaduh dgn my bos, sbb sy mtk extend cuti and it was my 1st day to report in Ipoh) tp nk buat mcmana, abah sakit and abah baru sedar time tu, tak sampai hati nk tinggal kan dia. kitorg 1 family mmg happy tgk dia blh makan and minum.

a week after raya
according to my sis, lps abah sedar mmg dia mtk macam2, air soya, ice lemon tea etc. but my sis pun kena balik Penang dulu then baru blh mtk cuti lagi..
semua anak2 dia dah balik, tinggal mama jer..time ni abah mmg getting weak and weaker. doc kata yg part bleeding tu dah stop but ada infection dkt lung plk sbb kuman dah merebak sbb dia dah weak and tak blh nk fight. :(
so, he was sedated to receive mechanical ventilation Wednesday and mama called us adik beradik on that day. seriously mmg tak blh nk buat keja..
can u imagine, sy report on Tuesday, Thursday sy balik Kelantan with husband.. alhamdulillah bos dkt branch mmg faham dgn keadaan sy.
all i can do is only recite surah Yassin and bacaan2 lain sampai hari Ahad which i have to go back to Ipoh. abah mmg tak sedar dah time tu. and kitorg plan nk gilir2 jaga abah like this week, my sister dulu yg jaga, next week sy plk. mmg berat hati nk tinggalkan abah with that condition..

2 weeks after raya.
hari Ahad sy balik ke Ipoh..
Isnin kerja mcm biasa..
hari Selasa, 8am masa tu otw nak pegi kerja. my aunt called and informed abah dah tenat. Masya Allah.. terus rasa mcm tak blh nk drive. lutut dah ketar. astaghfirullahal'azim..
try to contact my husband, tak jawab. hntr sms. dia call his BIL whom is a doc. Husband;s BIL called hosp and he adviced us utk balik cpt2..
sy mmg tarus tak masuk office, tunggu husband balik which took him 1hr plus to reach home.
1jam mmg masa yg amat panjang pd ketika itu. i keep on calling mama and sis. tp dgr suara mereka pun mmg dh blh agak keadaan abah mcmana. :`(
about 10am, husband sampai umah, tak perlu nk pack sgt sbb baju balik hari tu pun blm unpack semua lagi. 10.30am dah gerak dah, husband drive xtau mcm apa dah. sy mmg tak henti istighfar.
but half an hour later, kitorg dkt2 k.kangsar, mama called and bagitau, "Jaja, mtk Ikram drive elok2 k, nanti kita jumpa kt KB. sabar byk2 n doa byk2 utk abah, abah dah takde dah.."
i keep on crying and crying sampai sakit kepala mcm nak pecah. :(
we reached at hosp around 3pm, masa tu arwah dah siap dimandikan n dikafankan. sempat la sy tgk arwah..alhamdulillah muka arwah senyum jer..
arwah disembahyangkan lps waktu asar and dikebumikan dkt tanah perkuburan dkt umah jer.
so far, kami tak pernah miss visit pusara arwah everytime kitorg balik..

kehilangan arwah mmg bg impact yg besar utk kami 1 family sbb arwah tak pernah sakit seblm ni.arwah seorg yg health conscious; daily exercise, food intake, supplement intake.. arwah sakit utk 3minggu sahaja. mmg tragik buat kami sekeluarga.

Allahuakbar. Allah Maha Besar. Allah blh tarik apa sahaja dgn sekelip mata.
hargai lah parents kamu semua sementara mereka masih ada.

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim,
Ampunkanlah dosa arwah, jauhi arwah dari seksaan kubur dan seksaan api neraka,
lapangkanlah kubur arwah, sinarilah dan hiasilah kubur arwah seperti taman2 di syurga, tempatkan arwah di kalangan org2 yg beramal soleh..

Al- fatihah..

hari rabu

*weekend getaway with hubby*rindu (blm merasa berbuka sama2 lagi)sobss*

GBS

GBS stands for?
bak kata Lynda, Geng Bas Sekolah..bukan2..
Gastric bypass surgery pun bukan..
Guillain-Barre syndrome pun tidak..(semua tu aku pun taktau)

its Graduate Business School..
Alhamdulillah, after the interview, i was offered to join GBS this coming Sept.
harap harap semua nya seperti apa yang kami plan. insya Allah..

me birthday

4th June was my bday..(i know im too kind for giving u guys a public holiday. LOL)
my 1st birthday as a wifey.
im touched the way he surprised me..which is sangat comel (as for me)..
sorok present under the pillow. :)
thank you so much.
i really need that 'thing' sbb yang dulu punye kena curik. (jahat itu pencuri).
ailebiu hubs.. :)

wordless wednesday: whoopie pie

experimenting and purposely made for him as hubs just got promoted! :)

anyway, im taking orders too, you can like our page at FB, or browse to our blog

rindulah

Avilion Port Dickson

review: the VVVIP

No. we didn't invite any VIPs i.e menteri blablabla for our reception as we are just an ordinary family.
Now. I have no idea how to express my gratitude to our very very very important person (ok.triple very) in our wedding (and lives)..and let the picture just do the talking..

1. Wanis (MOH), Wan Huzairil (designer), Mon (floor manager)

2. The bridesmaids

3. Sister and BIL (unofficial videographer & photog respectively)

4. Niece (emm..tolong kacau orang..Cik Sue rindu tau!)

5. Brother (he gave a good damn speech..confident tu penting!)

6. Uncle and aunty (she made beautiful beads embellishment for my akad's dress)

7. Last but not least, the most important person, my parents (if not, tak makan la guests..huhuu)

-i love them to bits-

oh April..cepat la datang!!

no..not PD.

*Avilion, Port Dickson

*f/4
*shutter speed- 6sec
*iso-400
*24mm
*without flash
*no editing

p/s: tomorrow is Friday (packing clothes)!!

2 months!

alhamdulillah..happy 2nd monniversary to us..
but im still learning and adapting myself as a wife..

he loves gardenia chocolate raisin, i love gardenia butterscotch..
he loves coffee, i love tea..
he loves cheesecake (me too), i love choc cake..
he loves meat, i love chicken..

well..we complete each other..

pic credit: muizzuddin yahaya

position closed

position closed without reviewing my CV (its stated in the webbie)? i mean.. WTH? no chance at all??
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mode: frustrated

i thought today is Thursday..sigh~

deng!! mati2 ingat hari ni hari Khamis..budget nk Friday cepat2. hahaha..nak buat kerja pun takda mood dah..haishhh...cobaann..cobaann.

i.miss.u

photo credit: Bonsai

oreo ice blended

went to his place.. (hanya org yg sama size kasut mcm aku jer yg paham)..

he loves to participate when im in the kitchen..lucky me..:) so here goes our oreo ice blended..

the ingredient

sambil2 main game..minum ice blended..perghh..heaven i tell u!

P.S: we'll meet the videographer this weekend to get our DVD..yay!!

short term goal for 2011

Happy New Year to my fellow blogger friends

2011 starts with~ cherryberry. sampai hari ni tak baik2 lagi. doctor suruh pantang makan. jawab nya roti dgn air teh la for bfast, lunch n dinner.. (ok la..blh kurus balik)

1.1.11 hari tu tak dpt attend wedding Lynda sbb letih sangat n dehydrated dah..frust giler..sorry sangat mek!! anyway.. ko sgt gorgeous on ur nikah day. saw it from Daniel Zain's FB..

Semua org pakat buat entry resolution for 2011. aku pun nak buat jgk lah. (tak malu tiru org)

So here some from the list:

1. Nak pegi sini
2. Nak pegi sini juge
3. to find other job

4. to be a good wife

5. to be a good chef di mata suami. (haha!)

6. tbd

7. tbd

8. tbd

its never ending list.

ok bye!

alhamdulillah...

say helo to Mrs Ikram.. :) alhamdulillah...

pics will be uploaded later..

last preparation..

pagi

-self grooming sikit..buang bulu2 yg ada.hahaaha. scrub muka, pakai mask, buff kuku sikit..(aku tak pakai inai deh) hehee..

petang

- nk buat hantaran, handbouquet. my MOH will come and help me out on this. thanks babe!

mlm

- meeting with other bridesmaids, uncles and aunties dkt dewan. masa ni, WP tgh buat pelamin.

- amik baju and tudung for akad nikah..

- nak tgk baju sanding blh? aku risau dah ni...

p.s- i need some positive aura here!! oh btw..Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha..serius tak rasa mcm raya pun.hehee.. Amalina, baru aku tau.hahaha..

*scheduled entry

pesanan kpd yg hadir ke majlis kami

sila tunggu utk bergmbar selepas selesai majlis. penat aku buat props utk korang. hahaa..

kalau nk menempel buat speech sila cari Remi si Videographer..

short update:

1. jumpa dentist nk buat scaling. tp hampa sebab dentist ckp tak perlu buat sbb gigi dh ok.. HAHA. perasan di situ..

2. nak potong rambut sikit sbb rambut dh mcm emm...panjang smpai montot..(taktau sempat ke tak)

3. ptg ni nk pegi amik bunga. taktau la calla lilies ada ke tak..tawakal je lah! (order awal 2-3 bulan sama mcm tak order jer) keciwa.

4. beading baju tak siap lagi..tudung pun. utk akad n sanding..aku cool jer..korang blh? HAHA.. (dlm hati tuhan saja yg tau)

5. aku malas nk gaduh ngn mama, bior dia sorang buat numbering table tu..sbb dia rajin nk taruk nama sorg2 kat table2..

6. ada org baru nk RSVP..lucu tak? lagi 2 hari majlis baru nk reply..sbb sblm ni aku dh PM kt FB 2x tau..tapi tak reply pun..tadi baru sibuk2 tanya ada seat tak utk dia..salah aku kah? humm...

*scheduled entry.

floor plan..

mama insists to assign each person to each table..tedious job ni..sigh! puas bertekak dah..whats with the VIP? VVIP? i dont give a damn pun...

p.s: nantok sbb mkn ubat batuk n selsema..satu keje pun tak settle lagi psl table...tdo dulu..zzZZzzz..

before off to hometown

Serenity Spa- checked! (Atia mane ko?)
mani padi- checked!
clinic- checked! but doc said fever just started..what? FEVER la!! she said due to stress! hadoi..
luggage- sedang packing


ok babai..

p.s: albeit im in hometown ..still can update my blog but subject to my busyness (btl ke ayat aku ni ni) haha..

last working day as Cik Nik

Cik Nik? haha..mcm tua je bunyi..keje mmg ntah ke mana dah..otak dh kt kelate nun..haha

alhamdulillah..got another 11 angpows from my bosses and colleagues with unbelievable amount (esp yg packet bkn kaler merah, yg ni big and big big bos kasi..bukak2 tu..i was like, 'Ya Allah! byk ni!' tak tau la plk trend diorg mmg bg byk $$$). hehe..

alhamdulillah..rezeki nak kawin.. :)
tapi yang aku heran la kan..semua junior2 yg baru masuk (cho yo nun) bagi angpow kt aku.. tp yg junior2 baru masuk (org kita) buat derk jer..hehe..i dont mind at all..just shows that org kita ni tak berapa cakna (btl ke usage of word aku ni?)eh..selsema pulak..how to kawen?
p.s: baru lepas buat underarm whitening (skali package IPL hari tu) and upperlips hair.